This is an astonishing memoir of a young woman called only Renee, whose descent into schizophrenia began at the age of five.!
This is the astonishing memoir of a young woman called only “Renee,” whose descent into schizophrenia began at the age of five.
Autobiography of a Schizophrenic Girl
Initially Unreality happened only occasionally, as when her playmates suddenly seemed to swell or shrink until she didn’t recognize them, or when the nearby school took on the aspect of a prison, or when the local valley seemed to stretch like an endless desert suffused with a brilliant, oppressive light.
In time, however, Unreality appeared more often and more intensely, causing in Renée an unbearable “electric” tension and the “Fear” of impending doom.
Abstract.Here is how she later described Unreality:
It was in the course of the first year of analysis that I finally realized the danger I was in. For me, madness was definitely not a condition of illness; I did not believe that I was ill.
It was rather a country, opposed to Reality, where reigned an implacable light, blinding, leaving no p